I block the things that come through my mind.
I’ve been told not to think. I’ve been told my thoughts are crazy. I’ve been told I’m too emotional. I’ve been told to change the subject.
Well I guess now is the perfect time to stop thinking since I have a shit ton of things to do.
But then again… stopping right now is causing this ridiculous blockade of all thought and focus.
So I’m sitting here unable to do anything, wasting time and energy.
I can’t even write a coherent blog right now. I don’t even make sense right now.
